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monster · 01-01-2019, 11:06 PM

Yeah, I could do all that. Sadly, lethargy/grief/whatever is a bit of a problem for me right now. I was pretty chuffed with myself getting my act together enough to put a concerted effort into hacking the account etc etc etc and am pretty fucking devastated that didn't solve a single problem. It wasn't even the first account this week. I was on a roll and now I'm gutted. And that's just how it goes. I still pay $20 a month for his phone account because I just don't want to deal with turning it off and there just might be an account somewhere that I have yet to need/discover whose only rescue option is a text to that #.......

Yes, I know. Knowing doesn't make it any fucking easier. Neither does logic. or anything. I'm just griping where the kids can't see me feeling hopeless. Allow me that?

01-01-2019, 11:06 PM	#3
monster I hear them call the tide Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Perpetual Chaos Posts: 30,852	Yeah, I could do all that. Sadly, lethargy/grief/whatever is a bit of a problem for me right now. I was pretty chuffed with myself getting my act together enough to put a concerted effort into hacking the account etc etc etc and am pretty fucking devastated that didn't solve a single problem. It wasn't even the first account this week. I was on a roll and now I'm gutted. And that's just how it goes. I still pay $20 a month for his phone account because I just don't want to deal with turning it off and there just might be an account somewhere that I have yet to need/discover whose only rescue option is a text to that #....... Yes, I know. Knowing doesn't make it any fucking easier. Neither does logic. or anything. I'm just griping where the kids can't see me feeling hopeless. Allow me that? __________________ The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity Amelia Earhart