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Forum: Nothingland 10-03-2020, 12:33 PM
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Posted By BigV
eat roasted beans

eat roasted beans
Forum: Nothingland 03-12-2020, 11:49 AM
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Posted By BigV
update today I give a fuck. The other...

update

today I give a fuck.

The other night when I had no fucks to give, I was moaning about my own predicament--NOT commenting on any previous poster's situation.

we now return you to your...
Forum: Nothingland 03-10-2020, 09:58 PM
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Posted By BigV
I do not give a fuck.

I do not give a fuck.
Forum: Nothingland 06-04-2019, 07:20 PM
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Posted By BigV
I am *tired* of moving backwards in my projects. ...

I am *tired* of moving backwards in my projects.

Several steps in a row now as I've fixed the thing directly between me and completing a given task, I've found a bigger problem further underneath....
Forum: Nothingland 03-20-2019, 09:12 PM
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Posted By BigV
monster, I'm sorry. Your feelings are important...

monster, I'm sorry. Your feelings are important to me. I'm sorry you feel helpless. I feel (a fraction of your) helplessness too. It all sucks.
Forum: Nothingland 03-05-2019, 08:28 AM
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Posted By BigV
wow! very sorry xoB

wow! very sorry xoB
Forum: Nothingland 02-25-2019, 08:02 PM
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Posted By BigV
:cry: :comfort: I'm very sorry...

:cry:

:comfort:

I'm very sorry Clodfobble.
Forum: Nothingland 02-06-2019, 08:22 PM
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Posted By BigV
lBDN8yWyNYU This fucking song. Upset is...

lBDN8yWyNYU

This fucking song.

Upset is not the right word. Overcome with emotion, powerful feelings of love and nostalgia for my BelovedDaughter most of all, but for my sons too. And for all...
Forum: Nothingland 12-01-2018, 11:26 AM
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Posted By BigV
Thank you xoB. You're a wise friend.

Thank you xoB.

You're a wise friend.
Forum: Nothingland 11-30-2018, 09:07 PM
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Posted By BigV
yes to all above comments. We're going...

yes to all above comments.



We're going tomorrow to where she lived, mostly to be close to my brother in law, A, and his family. I've only met one of my nephews, there's bound to be loads more...
Forum: Nothingland 11-21-2018, 10:27 PM
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Posted By BigV
Thank you all. I'm "resting" in the ferry...

Thank you all.

I'm "resting" in the ferry line headed home now. It's been a big day. I'm kinda wrung out and the phone's not the best keyboard for me, so this update is brief.

The day went...
Forum: Nothingland 11-21-2018, 09:53 AM
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Posted By BigV
Y died at 3 am. I am driving north to be...

Y died at 3 am.

I am driving north to be with A now, and to say goodbye to her.

Being in motion helps.
Forum: Nothingland 11-20-2018, 05:30 PM
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Posted By BigV
Y is unresponsive now. Fentanyl doubled...

Y is unresponsive now.

Fentanyl doubled twice this week increased twice today.

The harp music down the hall appears to have brought some comfort.

I'm functioning,... Yeah.
Forum: Nothingland 11-15-2018, 11:56 AM
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Posted By BigV
Rough day for me and I'm just a bystander. Y...

Rough day for me and I'm just a bystander.

Y is in hospice day... Three I think.

Horrible fucked up day.
Forum: Nothingland 10-08-2018, 09:57 AM
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Posted By BigV
Good morning friends. I'm at the cancer...

Good morning friends.

I'm at the cancer treatment center this morning for Y's initial treatment meeting where I will learn what I can contribute as a member of her support team.

Since my last...
Forum: Nothingland 10-03-2018, 01:07 PM
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Posted By BigV
Thank you all. I have no more information since...

Thank you all. I have no more information since last night, only "I am staying here tonight and they're letting me have food."
Forum: Nothingland 10-02-2018, 08:41 PM
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Posted By BigV
My BIL, A, has recently "completed" (?) a double...

My BIL, A, has recently "completed" (?) a double mastectomy *and* chemo and radiation therapy for an unrelated lung cancer. Called him yesterday to check in with him. He sounded great, actually. And...
Forum: Nothingland 09-09-2018, 12:14 PM
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Posted By BigV
Hi monster I'm sorry you're upset about...

Hi monster

I'm sorry you're upset about what's happened. But at least you'll always know where it is!

hUcthgfYDVA

;)
Forum: Nothingland 08-19-2018, 11:18 AM
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Posted By BigV
Sorry monster :(

Sorry monster

:(
Forum: Nothingland 05-10-2018, 10:02 PM
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Posted By BigV
Dear anon sorry to hear about your troubles,...

Dear anon

sorry to hear about your troubles, truly I am.

I wish to weigh in regarding the leak / camping / getting the fuck out of dodge.

A leaky domicile, camper, caravan, tent, etc. *s...
Forum: Nothingland 05-10-2018, 11:24 AM
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Posted By BigV
"... videos gay..." No, thanks...

"... videos gay..."

No, thanks though.
Forum: Nothingland 04-25-2018, 08:43 PM
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Posted By BigV
:comfort:

:comfort:
Forum: Nothingland 03-14-2018, 03:13 PM
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Posted By BigV
Got a call from hospital last night, SonofV is...

Got a call from hospital last night, SonofV is back in the hospital for the second time in four days.

Haven't yet been able to reach him this time.

#sandwichgeneration ... But it's kind of a...
Forum: Nothingland 03-12-2018, 09:55 PM
Replies: 11,270
Views: 3,608,269
Posted By BigV
This is the fucking fuck : drop it off the list....

This is the fucking fuck : drop it off the list. Forgiveness VS permission. Your instinct that other stuff is much, much more important is correct. Just stay on track, the teacher's stuff will wash...
Forum: Nothingland 02-25-2018, 12:42 PM
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Posted By BigV
Upset isn't the right word here, more the feeling...

Upset isn't the right word here, more the feeling you have where *more* is piled on, stuff you have to do stuff you have to worry about, stuff you don't have much agency to affect.

Eight days ago,...
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