I am a whore...
 

I will admit it; as I have no place to turn. Sure I cheated, but so did she. I never let her meet any of my girlfriends because most of them were my lovers. I did not want her to know how much of a whore I was...

In fairness to me; she had 'Daddy's money' and was a cold callous person who lacked emotion. I tried to drag emotion out of her; but I failed. So if she wants to walk away; so be it...

So, who messed up more?? Me or her??

molly

Can we keep her? Pleeeeease?

She only whores for women, Jim. Let's let monkey keep her.

Well, I hope I am welcome here. I feel that everyone needs a 'safe haven.' The past few years have been extremely difficult for me. Pills, alcohol...depression. At times I wonder when I leave my dark apartment if I shall ever return...

I have been pushed so far down; and at times do not leave the house for days; as I do not wish to interact with anyone. Because people can be so cruel. Thank you for accepting me into the forum...

Thank you,
molly

I have enough friends. But if someone dies I'll keep her in mind.

Everyone needs someone. so I am not sure as to the nature of your note. However; being kind goes a long way. When darkness and light are put in a room; the light will always win...

However, if I do 'off' myself; I am going to do it on Xmas eve; at the stroke of midnight. At times I stay away from bridges and the train terminals ~ because I fear I may jump...

molly

so, like on the 23rd at 11:59 you'll put the gun to your head? or on the 24th....which would actually be christmas at midnight?

I do not have a gun. I would jump in front of the 4. Do you know why I am afraid to walk across the BK bridge?? I fear I may have a panic attack and jump...

Burger King or the Rootbeer?

How do you always know how to find me so quickly??? I get kind of freightened about that; as I am a bit timid and shy. The 4 is in reference to the Lex. Ave. express train. BK is in reference to the Brooklyn Bridge. One of them will someday take my life; yet this will be archived here forever. It is a very strange concept... molly

Its the full moon and..................

He's Baaaaaackkk!

Like a dog to its own vomit.

I just noticed at the bottom of the page!!! It says; 'Welcome our newest member starring molly.' It certainly brightened my day!! My own personal greeting from the webmasters I suppose.

Speaking of that. Who is in charge here?? And I see there is a donation mug. When I get a new job; I will help fill the mug!! Cheers!!

molly

We need to set molly up with JBKlyde so molly can be saved.

The Cellar cares.

Can someone please explain what is going on here?? I just arrived here; yet some have me confused with someone else. So, just let me be. You have no idea what it is like wishing for love; day after day; yet it is always someone else. Please do not ask me where I went; just let me go then...as no one here wants to help me ; nor offer advice...

molly

I bet you play with your food.

I bet he pees in the shower too.

I value food; as I am poor. So I do not 'play with it.' Why would you post such a thing?? I am trying for a more peaceful existence; yet people are here to take part in other's misery I suppose...

I sense you have a kind heart; but at times feel pressured to gang up on a new person by other; more experienced members. Am I right?? Also, your named spelled backwards almost spells 'canada.'

molly

Our guru on love and advice is JBKlyde who's just started a new thread and is waiting there to hear your story. Just click on the arrow in the quote and you'll be taken to his wisdom:



@DanaC - You got me. I could just eat you up; but, first I'd play with you.

Not sure whom you are referncing. But, I think everyone pees in the shower at times. I know I do. And where is every1?? I guess I should just leave; as no one wants to help me with any input.

Goodbye...

Molly

Later tater.

How can I leave when you respond?? Just let me go...

Molly

you just caused beer abuse sir!! right out me nose!

Am I not welcome here?? Did I say something wrong?? I see the 'Tom Foolery' that is going on right now. And as a new member I would expect better treatment; as I have not done anything wrong; nor insulted anyone...

So please offer me advice of let me be...

Very upset,
molly

Don't go until JBKlyde talks to you. I've left him a message that you desire input.

Well, thank you. I lash out at times; and I can be viscious. At times I feel, when I get jealous of other girls; I will scratch their fucking eyes out!!! If I am in pain; then others must suffer as well. That is the only fair way life can be...

And to think I was almost happy again. She left her underwear here; as well as her IPOD. I keep taking hits off of her panties; as I listen to sad songs on her IPOD. Sadly, the scent is fading from her panites; and that is all I have left of her...

Molly

oh lawdielawd! never said you weren't welcome!! :lol2:

Unknot your panties, Molly.

If you'd spent much time here at all, you'd know this is how weed out the non-hackers.

We treat all newbies like shit.

It's a tradition.

Besides...we can't miss you till you go away.

There are people here who are trying to destroy my soul!! I see what an evil place this is now. No affection; nor kindness. And nobody to offer support of any kind. I guess I just will not make it. Is it too early to pop an ambien and have some white wine?? And I am so broke; that cereal (honey nut cherios) will be my dinner...

cereal eating whore,
molly

Nooooo. Dont let anybody destroy your soul!

How do you always know how to find me so quickly? ... As I had just posted that. I see that there are some filthy ingrates on here; looking to take advantage of people that are emotionally suffering...

I have come here in peace; or in 'pieces' should I say. Just looking to make some new friends and perhaps win back a lover...is that so wrong???

molly

there are a few people around here who will pay a little extra for a honey nut cheerio eating whore....then afterwards you might be able to get frosted flakes!!

Broke? Perhaps instead of wine, you might've considered buying, now stay with me here, food?

Hows your sister, pam?

I was confused, and, not doing it right.

I was nutting while eating Cheerios out of some flaky whore's honey-hole.

:lol2:

That's mollycoddling, and that's just wrong.

Can they spit on it a little?

Well, I appreciate any type of coddling; as it makes me feel important in some way. I think some people have mistaken me for some1 else on this site; as I have seen it referenced 2x now. How can that be??

I am just a complex pile of cells, (mixed up damaged cells) that make up my being in existence. I know I am damaged; and you will see that if I continue to post...

molly

OMG!!!! FMR!!!!! GRAAAAAAAVE!!!!!

???????????

:D

YEAH, I changed my mind. I thought it was a new nutbar. this Pam Schtick is played out.

Damn, I missed the matinee. Are there shows at 8 and 10:30, Grave? Pleeeze? :corn:

oh you should see grave and i in person! we'll be here all week!

Full monty, I hope. And lots of nuts, honey, and Cheerios-and-frosted-flakes action. I expect nothing less.

Listen here FUCKFACE!! There is no show; as this is my real life. You know nothing about me; so shut your pie hole!! I am sure you are perfect in every way? Right??

Not every1 has the same chances in life; so please leave me alone. And I see the hurtful comments being made. Go ahead; push me down further. When I end it all; it will be blood on your mind and hands...

you fucking fucker!!!
molly

give me a couple hours...i might pop up in the nsfw thread...

Yeah.....you know your problem Ortho? You got it easy :P

ortho is this your first encounter with pam? ahem i mean molly? it's a fish in a barrel shoot

I cannot agree to shutting my pie hole; as I am currently sipping on a delectable Willamette Valley pinot noir. Nevertheless I am not perfect in every way, despite my excellent taste in wine; as I am apparently a fucking fucker. I salute you, molly-the-whore; as I refill my glass and wait for the next installment.

And drink an extra glass to get over this massacre of English grammar, which is surely blood on my mind, if not on my hands ...

Sincerely,
fuckface

Dana; what is going on here?? I will no longer be addressing plthjinx; as he is delussional... My user name is posted; adn my avatar is in my profile; as that is how I feel most of the time...am I not allowed an avatar because I am new?? more wine..........amibein,......

I feel your pain molly.. this place is like the planet of the apes only I'm an a depressed anthropologist.. if you really want help go to the creative expression and write a poem.. poetry is very therapeutic and it's my way of dealing with reality. I don't date whores so if sex is what your looking for then I'm sorry I can't help.. if your locked in a prison home then the only real help I can be is to just be your friend and call the fbi.

j-a-d-i-p

I admire you humor 'fuckface!' (and i used that as a term of endearment.) however; if you are an orthropedic doc; SERIOUSLY!, i have a problem and need advice on a recent condition conserning my joints; among all my ohter problmes. Can you help me/??

thank u,
molly

hey WAIT! if she wan'ts money for sex (aka a whore) i've got $21, 3 bucks for every inch!

she doesn't roll joints molly, she fixes them. human ones. not agricultural

I do not do drugs. Drugs make people crazy and sick. i have a problem with my hand...hopefully orthodoc will respond; as I am in pain with my fingers...

Someone (starring molly) who's user title says "I am a whore" and someone who's username is ort 'ho' doc ought to be kindred spirits. Just sayin'.

Alas, I am not an orthropedic doc and am unlikely to be of help conserning your joints, agricultural or otherwise ... I am another sort of doc altogether ... but still unlikely to be of help with all your ohter problmes.

Nevertheless, I think philthy is putting a good offer on the table ... snap it up, gurrl ...! Or, if you prefer, get JBK to call the fbi on you ...

O HO!!! He's onto me!! (No, not THAT way; get your minds outta the gutter, you onlookers ...)

Hi. I really do not like poetry. i think it is very depressing; but thank you for the offer. I like sad stories. I read 'Great Expectations' all the time. I love the way that Estella spurns Pip in the end. I like sad endings because that is me; as well as real life!!! People want to see atrocity; and smashed hearts!!

I love it when a movie ends with a tragic love gone wrong. i cheer as other people get sad!!! I am built to destroy whatever good comes into my life... and I am a sick person at times for doing that. I will destroy love...