What the hell
 

I have been dragging ass all day; I haven't done anything I had planed and I cried for three hours.

This is starting to really get annoying
:headshake

I guess what ever it is I want it to stop.

Oh that is sad! (((hugs)))

Thanks I got some chocolate it seems to help

I don't know much about your situation, but I do know something about depression. Maybe this is an isolated or specific-cause related thing. If not-One of the hardest things to do when depressed is reach out for help. If you are not already being treated, make an appointment with a doctor or therapist as soon as you can. Exercise also helps--a lot.

I'm seeing someone for stress, but this thing is new

I really thought I was done with this depression BS, man I hope this isn't clinical, maybe it is all the death around me.

I'm telling you--stop watching/reading the news. Try a moratorium, at least for a little while.

have you considered drinking your blues away?

It isn't the news. A friend's brother died, maybe that is it... I really don't know. I wasn't closes and he was sick. Or maybe it is something else or accumulation of small things.

studding is not helping, fucking stats,

I just put my knives and sleeping pills in the closet, I don't think I'm going to do anything but I want to be on the safe side right now. I did take out one pill
I might take that in a bit.

I just quite drinking, and smoking.

go to bed early; get some fresh air, sunshine, and exercise in the morning

I'm taking the pill, I hope there is sun tomorrow, it rain today I swear it only rains like three times a year here.

life is rough


get a helmet

Pill is kicking in, got the Pink floyd going

Good bye my sorrows, I send ye now to the blackest void never so see again. May the morning light brighten my soul with the reminder of God’s eternal love.

Ok, I woke up again. I feel better but lets see how this day unfolds.