And one more thing, I don't sit all day at the computer.

Maybe I should confess? I'm trailer trash, I never really had any job, I just want your money, even though I have only mentioned it once. I want you to all feel pity for me, I want you all to hate me because negative attention is better than no attention at all. Just don't read anything of mine, and don't respond to anything of mine, and I will go away. The more attention you give me, the more I will be around. I;m a leech, I love begging people for things. I live off of my parents, even though my father has been dead since I was 4. My brother hands over his unemployment checks to me, no questions asked, because he thinks this makes me happy. I live in a beautiful $300,000 home. I drive a BMW, white. In my 3 car garage is my 2001 corvette. I also own a Sting Ray Vette. They are my pride and joy. I have no children because I am too selfish to have any, because I only think of myself. Yes I had 2 misscarriages, but I was glad that it happened that way. God forbid, I'd have to take care of them. I don't do a damn thing all day because my butler and maid do everything for me. If I wish for them to wipe my ass, they do so. Hey they get paid well enough. Only the best of everything for me. You know how I got so rich? By asking people like you for help. Make of this what you will. And leave me alone.

I WAS NOT IN THE WAITING ROOM, for six hours.

(*shrugs*) and you wonder why people don't react well to you?

You know, Ciara is right on one thing: She didn't come back here until Wolf brought up the article and I mentioned the diary the other day.

All 33 of her posts are in this particular thread...based on this and my above paragraph, Ciara has apparently decided not to participate in the Cellar as a whole at this point.

So, as a suggestion to the other Dwellars on here...perhaps we really should just shut up on this one.

She probably has the feature turned on where the board e-mails you if there have been new posts to a thread that you have participated in.

Therefore, isn't it more fun to know that we have the power to send her spam every other day?

Yep, you have the power to spam me.

Ahhh, power! Sweet, intoxicating POWER!

Behold the power of cheese. :)

Anyway, I will leave you guys alone, if you leave me alone. I really don't need any more headaches. I have enough emotional and mental problems to begin with. I am seeking help. I go on Tuesday. I feel good about this. I can finally start getting my life back into some kind of order. If anyway wishes(which I doubt) to know how I am doing, drop me a line.

It sounds like you are doing the right thing. Despite our statements I'm sure everyone wishes you well in their hearts. While we are not charitable to strangers, which is generally a good approach anyway, it seems we are incredibly generous with advice. Although you haven't been open to it, sometimes advice is what people need.

If you want me to close the thread or turn off the email notification, just let me know. Good luck out there.

I would like it to be closed. Please, everyone wants nothing to do with me, and I don't want anything to do with it.