Agnosticism is probably a more accurate term, the fact is that if I have to make a statement I do not believe in a sentient "God".
However, personally, I do not spend any energy on it. There is just too much to deal with in the here and now. What happens next does not matter.
Either you do your best to be the best human you can be now or you do not, either way it just does not matter.
If there happens to be the very unlikely event of a "God" that wants me to "worship" them and do things "in their name" they can kiss my ass, for more reasons than I care to list and that anyone with any intelligence can figure out on their own. But, even with Christianity, I feel that that has been taken out of context... Biblically, we have free will and are here on our own, period. Though that is just a fun story for me. The study of religions is a hobby for me, nothing more.

One of the surprising revelations of the Lost Gospel of Judas (as I recall the news stories, haven't read the text myself) was that Judas only did what he was asked by Jesus to do. Whether or not this text is authentic, without the betrayal, the Crucifixion would not have occured, and my European forebears would have been able to go along happily worshipping their own Gods.

I remember watching something about that, a special on the apocryphal books of the Bible. That's something else I don't like about the organized Christianity, the fact that a certain group of people defined the knowledge available. Who knows if Judas was trying to absolve himself from blame he didn't deserve?

Yep. But, that seems to be a pattern with organised religions generally (particularly those which have at any time been 'State religions'), it appears to be a part of the process by which a religion becomes powerful and widespread.

I'm pretty sure the Bible says that what damned Judas was that he killed himself instead of repenting for what he did. The point being that even the worst among trators are not beyond the chance for redemption. He just didn't take it.:cool: