I sat shivering through the second day of my spirometry course today, in a room set at 65 degrees 'so that we would stay awake'. Went upstairs (in the hotel) at break and got my winter coat. I haven't felt cold since starting tamoxifen - it produces hot flashes that let me single-handedly heat entire buildings. So ... :confused:?

Wait, what? How do you determine Carrot is too hot? :confused:

He finds the draughtiest spot near the door and pants like a mother fucker.


His coat is very thick at the moment.

oh no sweetie, you must weigh only 100 pounds now. sounds like you have lost practically half of your body weight. i wish you could come to my deer camp. you are so small, we could both fit in the same sleeping bag :heart-on:

you know i don't really care what size you are. it is your thoughts/wit that attract me :blush:

If you regulate the heat for yourself, Carrot & coat will adjust. There's no sense in you freezing your ass all winter, and possibly getting sick, for his short term comfort. You're the big dog, he's joined your pack.

Yeah. But I get cold at the slightest drop in temperature. Other people come to my house and are too hot :p

I can get warm adding layers. Until he's been and had his fur cut down he's kind of stuck with the all over woolly blanket.

Do you have central heating, like a thermostat controlling the temperature to a preset choice, or a couple of heat sources that you control manually?

Tommy used to work on the docks
knees have been on strike
He's laid on his back... it's tough, so tough
Gina worked the diner all day
Now working’s all done, she brings home no pay
For love - for love

She says we've got to hold on to what we've got
Cause there’s a line for the bathroom
And our bladders are shot
We've got arthritis and that's a lot
For pain - well give it a shot


Whooah, over half way there
Livin on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin on a prayer

Tommy's got his sixth crown in top
Now he's holding in what he uses
To make it talk - so tough, it's tough
Gina dreams of running again
When she cries in the night
Tommy whispers but he’s got his teeth out

We've got to hold on to what we've got
Cause there’s a line for the bathroom
And our bladders are shot
We've got arthritis and that's a lot
For pain - well give it a shot

I thought I'd been given a really butch haircut.
It looked like a real buzzcut by the time I took my hat off (you can't count what it looks like leaving the salon because that just doesn't count unless you are a hairdresser yourself).

Having put on skin make-up, eyeliner & mascara, I'm happy with the look.
It will wash and wear well and it won't need cutting again for ages.

Cost £28, which is a lot for me, so it wasn't just my vanity that hurt yesterday.
Still not sure it was worth the price, but I'm less genocidal today.

Pix or it didn't happen.

No can do.
No cameras in this house any more; Dad "tidied" them away.

Christmas would be so much better if i were dead.

How can you say that? You know that's not true.

Just over it to be honest glatt. Thats all i can really say. I am sick of competing with fish for my husbands attention, and hes passing on his selfishness to his son. I feel like he got what he wanted from me, so now its time for me to fuck off.

Ali - Don't you dare talk about being off dead. You are so sweet and pretty to even jest about something like that. You did something very, very special for me. You will always be special to me