does that mean I should shut up?

as to your question of insanity.. heh.. the one thing i've found on the internet is more people who think along the same lines as i do than anything else.. no, we may completely disagree on some base concepts.. the way they think though.. the actual mechanics of it.. just something i've been noticing the past few years... i'm working on writing something on it... but well my overthinking is getting in the way (footnotes.. pages and pages of goddamn subtext!).. anyway! and i hate this cliche` I hated it when I was younger, but finally.... it makes sense.. you'll understand when you're older.. it's not a IQ thing.. it's a life thing..

you seem pretty bright, the only bit of advice I could give you is 'don't sweat it' god's not out to get you personally and eventually (barring something horrible) everything works out... heh.. has been for me anyway


your blue collar buddy
(actually I think i got what you meant by that, seems to have been lost in the mudslinging however)

YOU STILL HAVEN'T ANSWERED YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wait for 4 maybe 5 months and I still havent found out if Im' crazy or just insane.

P.S. It is not my fault to raise this thread from the
it is the people who have something in their head (1st stanza, dont' make me finish the poem)

Y'know, I wonder if that might be because everyone else lost interest in this thread, hmm?

Like someone else said, they can both be great sensual experiences. Lately neither has been so hot at my house. Night before last we had leftovers, last night takeout pizza, tonight sloppy Joes. I won't even get into the other side of it.

I know I'm jumping in the middle here but why does tomas think he is insane/crazy? I could tell him whether or not he is! :biggrin:

See, now that's your problem. Get into it, definitely get into it. :biggrin:

That sounds like a good idea.

In theory.

Just so you know, Bruce, I tried to take your advice tonight.

Fuck it. I'm not making dinner tomorrow either.

:bawling: Sorry to hear that. :(

(2 inches away from the face) is that so? :eyebrow: