Sorry to hear of that Caz.

So sad for his fiance and his family, and friends and colleagues. I remember him tap dancing! Such a funny and bright young man and ultimately hugely courageous, but when there are anniversaries or similar I find it impossible to hold in my mind the numbers - the enormity - the sheer scale of loss and suffering and I focus on him and it is then I grasp the awful pointlessness of it all.

Nobody gained anything from his death but the loss of him and the pain of it will never ever go away.