There are quite a few people here who have considered posting the exact same thing (perhaps with different imagery). I still contemplate suicide on a regular basis, but I don't get any catharsis from posting - if you do, at least be assured you are posting in a place that understands.

But seriously take the suggestion of getting professional help - at least call the number Wolf gave next time you feel this way.

No, you're mistaken.

I knew when I wrote that how awkward and understated it sounds. I'm not really capable right now of busting out and lightening things up. But I didn't want to ...

Suicide isn't an issue, thankfully, right now. But I am in so much pain. You're right, ouch isn't really the right word. I didn't want to be ... so hysterical. I'm in agony, I'm facing extraordinary, awful choices. I can't see my way through or out. I'm scared and hurt and worried and unsure.

I do not like the choices facing me.

I am searching wildly for some Kobayashi Maru alternative.

As yet, I have nothing promising, only bad and worse.

divorce is not the end of the world. It's a beginning in fact.

I've lived that chapter before, more than once. I know how that beginning ends and I have no desire to repeat it.

insight and poetry.

I concur.

From a movie last night: "Being afraid to die is not a sign of weakness, but that you have a life worth living." You *have* a life worth living. Do not give it away. I'm sorry you're in pain.

Get some help Deuce. As much as we can all talk with you here and hopefully help in some small way, this is not always a positive environment and people do sometimes say things that are not helpful. Find someone who's on your side and can be there for you and get your through this.

You need to get help mate.

Adding my voice to the chorus - get help. Glad to hear that you do understand that this will pass. And post here all you need.

For all of you who posted, thank you for your concern. It looks like the conversation has progressed in a different thread, suicide watch thread, by skyshide. don't know hwere.

I am sorry for your feelings of despair, Deuce. I can't say I have never had similar feelings, myself. You are a truly worthwhile existence. Please believe that. And seek solace where you have known it to be in other times of grief...or times of joy.

They say a person only needs 3 things to be happy in life:

1. Someone to love and love you back.

2. Something to do that challenges you and makes you happy at the end of the day.

3. Something to hope for.

I used to say that, but then I quit being a whiney bitch.

SRSLY?

Whut the frak does that mean? Seriously, is that internet shorthand, or somethin'?

orly?

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