No ... you guys done great. Sundae's mum says in an email: "we are very grateful to you all, not just for the money, but for being friends to Sundae".

I still can't grok

This evening, I finished the candy bar she gave me. I'd been nibbling just a little bit at a time, and with all the candy around Christmas it was easy to hold off for a while. Thinking about how her hands had touched the candy wrapper that I was holding.

:sniff:

I'm still in a strong level of denial.

I used my Pocket Ninja for the first time the other day. It was a bittersweet experience.

Holy shit - I just got the news about Sundae and am gutted. I'm mostly a lurker here and mainly in the pics/videos arenas so didn't see this news until today. I've been happy to have the shit sandwich of 2016 behind me only to find out it was worse than I thought.

The Cellar is a relatively small group with some BIG personalities and it's hard to imagine it without one of its biggest. I never interacted directly with Sundae but just loved her posts for her sheer joy and brutal honesty.

Just awful....

Thanks gtown, we feel the same way.:(

I couldn't make myself open the Christmas pressie she sent me until like a week after Christmas - and then when I did I laughed. And really wished she was still around so I could phone her and laugh with her.

It was a t-shirt with a picture of a magnificent cock(erel) on the front.
God I miss her.

She always "did cock" so much better than any other Dwellar.

I cried thinking about her last night.

:grouphug:

She totally did. Over the years, she filled my home with cocks ...

You two always had a special connection. She thought the world of you.

Sundae's brother has been kind enough to send me the tribute he read out at her funeral. Anyone wanting a copy please PM me.